Weeping Willow (1918-19) (Photo credit: Wikipedia)
by SkyRooster
I’m moved to complete indifference.
I’m not sad ,hurt ,confused, angered, disappointed or scared. My accuser of my emotions has told me as such. “Your irrational” I’ve been told. None of the common human emotions are acceptable apparently. When you have been lied on and to repeatedly, you’re to have no other emotion but perhaps acceptance of the situation.
Betrayal and broken trust is to slide down smoothly like a fine wine. Each day to continue like the next, all the while knowing your character is being presented in a incorrect deceitful manner. Not by some stranger or acquaintance,but by someone whom you’ve loved. By someone who has told you they love you….the accuser of my emotions.
Indifference is what I have come to know..feel….not with the laughter of my children, the kind gesture of a friend or the beauty that surrounds me.
Indifferent to the lies and the liar. You can’t win with a liar. Confronting the liar with the lies will, well, only get you another lie or a quick swift turn of blame. A liar lies because it’s all your fault. Convenient, isnt it? But AAAAAwwww, what if there is proof of the lie to the liar.
Confession??
Nope.
Apology??
Nope.
Repentance??
Nope.
The liar makes it quite clear that your not only not worthy of the truth, but as equally unworthy of the liars admittance of the lie. What does one do with all the unworthiness presented to you in a package of lies? You have normal human emotions of anger,disappointment, hurt, sadness, but no, the accuser of your emotions, the liar, finds this all unacceptable and because of such unacceptable manifestation of feelings, presents the liar with the opportunity to, well, lie again.
Indifference is the safe place, for it keeps the liar at bay. The accuser of my emotions intent is to dictate the appropriate emotional response in order to validate the lies.
Well, this weeping willow don’t weep.
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